英语翻译How am I supposed to live?How am I supposed to withstand

英语翻译
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to withstand and carry on?
My life exists only due to air
In darkness,isolation and emptiness
I'm drifting more as time move forwards
I grow colder whenever I embrace myself
With just the wind blowing softly
My heart breaks as if it's going to shut off with the sunlight
Where are you at?
Has our love died already?
I reach out to grab,but I'm not met with a hand
I wait in so much despair
That's all I can do
I cry for you repeatedly
Hundreds of thousands,a million times a day
So that you'll sense my grief
And come back to me
I take in deep breaths
My throbbing heart beats softer,slower than before
I don't have anymore strength to wipe my tears
All I can do is keep on crying
The more I forget,the more I suffer
In the end,my answer is I can't do it
I secretly listen to the voice within my heart
The voice that's going to shut off with the sunlight
Where are you at?
Has our love died already?
I reach out to grab,but I'm not met with a hand
I wait in so much despair
That's all I can do
I cry for you repeatedly
Hundreds of thousands,a million times a day
So that you'll sense my grief
And come back to me
Where are you at?
Do you have no sympathy on my heart?
I reach out to grab,but I'm not met with a hand
I wait in so much despair
That's all I can do
I cry for you repeatedly
Hundreds of thousands,a million times a day
So that you'll sense my grief
And come back to me
So that you'll have pity on a worthless person
You'll come back before I die

太伤感了!歌词本身很直白,我尝试一下：
我要怎样活着
要如何负重前行?
我的生命只因空气而存在
在黑暗,孤寂与空虚中
随时间漂流
寒冷来临却只能拥抱自己
风轻轻的吹动
而我的心碎如同阳光的熄灭
你在哪里
我们的爱已经消逝了吗
我伸出双手却什么也没有抓住
我带着深痛独自等待
这是我唯一能做到事
我不住为你哭泣
一日千万次的哭泣
以为这样你就能感受我的伤悲
然后回到我身边
我深深呼吸
悸动的心温柔缓慢的跳动
我无力擦拭脸颊的泪痕
只能继续哭泣
忘记的越多我越伤心
最后的答案是忘记你我做不到
悄悄聆听心跳的声音
听到像阳光熄灭的声音
你在哪里
我们的爱已经消逝了吗
我伸出双手却什么也没有抓住
我带着深痛独自等待
这是我唯一能做到事
我不住为你哭泣
一日千万次的哭泣
以为这样你就能感受我的伤悲
然后回到我身边
你在哪里
对我一点怜悯也没有吗
我伸出双手却什么也没有抓住
我带着深痛独自等待
这是我唯一能做到事
我不住为你哭泣
一日千万次的哭泣
以为这样你就能感受我的伤悲
然后回到我身边
怜惜我这个无关紧要的人
在我死前回到我身边.