英语翻译亲爱德,龙龙老公,对不起,我走了,好心痛,其实我很舍不得你,我真的很爱你,可是,你看起来不喜欢我了,可是不知道为

英语翻译
亲爱德,龙龙老公,对不起,我走了,好心痛,其实我很舍不得你,我真的很爱你,可是,你看起来不喜欢我了,可是不知道为什么,我始终很爱你,很爱,很爱,心里放不下你,明天就要走了,好舍不得,今天也很难过,店里就上午忙,你是知道的,虽然今天生意不是很好,但今天是过节,我忙着做饭呢,没拿手机,不是故意不回短信的,我已经跟你解释很多次了,可你始终没有理我,打你电话,你不接,还叫你朋友接,我不知道这意味着什么,但我的心确实很痛,我哭了,只要是和你一闹矛盾我的心就像针在扎,然后就情不自禁的落泪,这是不是就是软弱的表现呢?或许我应该坚强点吧,明知道离开你,离开河南,很舍不得,但,我是真的该放开你了,曾经我说过,你不需要我了,我会离开你的,可能,就是现在吧,每次,你说这种话的时候,我很生气,因为我没有这样,其实我时时刻刻都在想你,等你,这两天我很开心,可能会带着遗憾走吧,但不管怎样,我都要谢谢你,谢谢你让我尝试到那些我从来没有过的东西,包括幸福,我不要你的祝福,因为你祝福我的时候,我心在流血,只要你高兴,你怎样都行,亲爱德,再见了..
帮我把上面这封信翻译成英文好吗?,我英语不好

这是我翻译的英文：
Dear Germany,Flanders husband,I am sorry,I've had good heartache,in fact,I am very reluctant to you,I really love you,but you do not look like me,but do not know why,I have always loved you,love,love,and my heart does not fit you,leaving tomorrow,and a good reluctant,very sad today,the shop on the busy morning,you know,though today's business is not very good,but today is a festive,I am busy forward to cooking it,do not take cell phones,text messages are not intentionally fails to return,I have already explained to you many times,but you never reason I hit you phone,you do not then,but also ask your friend now,and I do not know what it means,but my heart really hurts,I cried,and do not know why,as long as I have trouble with you a heart like a needle in the bundle,and then not help the tears,this is not is a sign of weakness it?Maybe I should have a strong point of it,knows to leave you,leave Henan,very reluctant,but I was really the opening up to you,once I said,you do not need me,I will leave you,and perhaps ,and that is it,every time you say "" do not want to say no Well,you busy bar,do not bother you,the afternoon of fun playing it,leisure,and all right,I only thought of it?When you are busy I do not necessarily busy!Bother you!"" Such a thing,I am angry because I did not,in fact,I think you at all times,and so you,I am very happy the past two days,you may go with regret,but in any case,I am have to thank you,thank you for letting me try to go to those I have never had things,including happiness,I do not want your blessing,because you bless me,my heart is bleeding,as long as you happy,how you will do,my dear Germany,Goodbye ..