英语翻译Stops the footsteps is actually but train of thought Thi

英语翻译
Stops the footsteps is actually but train of thought
This afternoon has rested,but the body is uncomfortable,the weather is not good,the good hope travels,enjoys spring's brilliant time,longed for that the sunlight the life,refuses to make in the cage the bird which fetters,looks up to the blue sky I only then to know that oneself has pitifully
Remembered that a friend had said my occupation limited me,I has not been possible to go to sky free hovering,my life has fettered me,if the time might flow backwards,I really will choose,is not had oneself too many regrets,now already close 30 year-old I to life really has been vacant,did not know that should stop in-situ steps,marched forward courageously,always felt that could not find the advance the power,will be at heart no use,will lose,looks back thinks how my 20 year-old life was crosses,my cerebrum was unexpectedly a blank,the time like water never to returns,I without enough time was also reluctant to part withWas left over actually only then the aftertaste......
A person has not been possible true to understand me,perhaps I also fear by the human was completely understood,but the early rising sunset the rest life must continue,sometimes did not know that the life the significance,who I am?Who is also Daily is being every day redundant the similar step,but in unconscious also has lost,the years trace crawled has filled the cheeks,once dream became remote may not and,I could also be that How many time is awaked sorely in the dream by the tears,tomorrow in?I in?All only not once had mirage......
Most understands my nothing better than music in this world,only then music can true enter my heart,only then music may accompany my each instantance......
Perhaps I also will continue my lonely,only will be the hope may have my small sky in ends of the earth some corner,will enable me to be possible the free breath fresh air,will be far away all troubled,comfortable dashes about wildly on the prairie,shouted that “I want to be me who that I will like!”Closes the eye,the deep breathing,all no longer are the dreams as if......

停止脚步,但实际上是思路
今天下午已经休息,但身体不舒服,天气不太好,好希望旅行,享受春天的光辉时,渴望的阳光的生命,拒绝就在笼子里的鸟脚镣,看上去最多的蓝天我才知道,自己已经少得可怜!
记住,一个朋友说,我占领有限的话,我已经不可能去天空自由盘旋,我的生活束缚了我,如果可能的时间向后流动,我真的会选择,是不是太多了自己感到遗憾的是,现在已接近30岁的我的生活真的一直空缺,不知道应该停止原位步骤,游行,勇往直前,总觉得找不到推动力量,将在心脏没有使用,就会失去,回首认为如何我20岁的生命是十字架,我的大脑突然一片空白,时间如流水从来没有返回,我没有足够的时间也不愿意留下来的一部分withWas实际上只有这样的余味. . . . . .
一个人不可能真正理解我,也许我还担心的人是完全理解,但早期上升日落其他生活必须继续下去,有时不知道生命的意义,我是谁?谁是我?每日正在每天重复类似的步骤,但也失去了知觉,这些年来跟踪检索填补了双颊,一旦梦想成为远程可能不会,而且我还可以,我?有多少时间是awaked严峻的梦想的眼泪,明天?我在?一切不仅没有曾经海市蜃楼. . . . . .
最了解我的音乐没有什么比在这个世界上,只有这样的音乐可以真正进入我的心里,只有这样的音乐可能会伴随我的每一个instantance . . . . . .
也许我也将继续我的寂寞,只希望将可能有我的小天空天涯海角一些角落,将使我能够自由呼吸新鲜空气,将远离所有麻烦,舒适破折号关于疯狂的大草原,高喊“我要成为我是谁,我会喜欢! ”关闭眼睛,深呼吸,一切不再是梦想,一切都不再是如果……
上次是我妹妹,不好意思：
想叫唤似的,可怜的是
一条生命
回到最终的地方
在我的指间,永远都不能忘怀的夏

整首歌：
《那个夏天》
在晴空中画线
雪白的航迹――云
一直延续着
想知道明天
浅浅的呼吸
仍记得微热的脸,凉凉的风
面对着未来畏首畏尾
寂静得嘶哑的声音
想呼叫,怀念的是
那一条生命
盛夏的烈日
落在你肩上摇晃的树阴
压碎的白球
随风飘散的花瓣
浮现于心,两条触摸不到的河流
随着歌声流动
秘密,谎言和喜悦
创造宇宙众神的孩子们
面对未来畏首畏尾的心情
突然想起了名字
想叫唤似的,可怜的是
一条生命
回到最终的地方
在我的指间,永远都不能忘怀的夏
太对不起了