问你个问题：I'loved my mother's desk since I was just tall enough

问你个问题：I'loved my mother's desk since I was just tall enough to sit above the top as Mother sat writing letters.什么意思

翻译结果:（楼主仅供参考）
I’ve loved my mother’s desk since I was just tall enough to see above the top of it as mother sat doing letters.Standing by her chair,looking at the ink bottle,pens,and white paper,I decided that the act of writing must be the more wonderful thing in the world.
我刚好能看到它的顶部妈妈写信的爱我的妈妈的书桌.站在她的椅子上,看着墨水瓶,钢笔,和白色的纸,我觉得写作一定是世界上最美妙的事情.
Years later,during her final illness,mother kept different things for my sister and brother.“But the desk,” she’d said again,“it’s for Elizabeth.”
年后,在她最后的疾病,母亲把不同的东西,我的兄弟和姐妹.“但是桌上,”她说,“这是伊丽莎白.“
I never saw her angry,never saw her cry.I knew she loved me; she showed it in action.But as a young girl,I wanted heart-to-heart talks between mother and daughter.
我从来没有见过她生气,也没见她哭.我知道她爱我,她表现出它的行动.但是作为一个年轻的姑娘,我想母亲和女儿之间心灵的对话.
They never happened.And a gulf opened between us.I was “too emotional(易动感情的)”.But she lived “on the surface(表面)”.
他们从来没有发生过.和我们之间的分歧.我是“太情绪化（易动感情的）”.但她住在“表面上（表面）”.
As years passed I had my own family.I loved my mother and thanked her for our happy family.I wrote to her in careful words and asked her to let me know in any way she chose that she did forgive(原谅) me.
随着时间的流逝,我有我自己的家庭.我爱我的妈妈,感谢她为我们幸福的家庭.我小心翼翼的写信给她,问她让我知道她选择用什么方式,她确实原谅（我原谅）.
I posted the letter and waited for her answer.None came.
我寄出了那封信,等待着她的回答.不来了.
My hope turned to disappointment(失望),then little interest and,finally,peace— it seemed that nothing happened.I couldn’t be sure that the letter had even got to mother.I only knew that I had written it,and I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.
我的希望变成了失望（失望）,然后点利息,最后,和平似乎什么也没发生.我不能确定那封信甚至有母亲.我只知道我写了它,我可以停止试图让她不.
Now the present of her desk told,as she’d never been able to,that she was pleased that writing was my chosen work.I cleaned the desk carefully and found some papers inside —a photo of my father and a one-page letter,folded(折叠) and refolded many times.
现在她的桌提出告诉,因为她从来没有能够,她感到高兴的是,我选择了写作.我仔细清理了书桌,发现里面有一些纸-我的父亲和一一页的信的照片,折叠（折叠）过好多次了.
Give me an answer,my letter asks,in any way you choose.Mother,you always chose the act that speaks louder than words.
给我一个回答,我信问,你选择的任何方式.妈妈,你总是选择行动胜于言语.