英语翻译求翻译得优美些,Hel,summer again.From the moment I stepped out o

英语翻译
求翻译得优美些,
Hel,summer again.From the moment I stepped out of childhood,I have been missing you day in and day out.After waiting for two years in the unacquainted city,I am here finally.The second I saw you,I excitingly ran toward you,like a child.But,can I be recognized by you?As I burst out my eyes ceaselessly last night,which makes them swollen today.
You might not know how fearful I was to hang out by myself in a strange place before.I just tried again and again.For many times,I got lost and felt hopeless,even burst into tears.Yet,I got through eventually.
Formerly,I planned to come together with the one I love,for I wanna tell you that I am not alone.However,in the end I come on my own.Still alone,but not lonely,because you are here.
Once,I couldn't set things right for so long a time when I was left behind.Now I have moved on and have learned to brace myself up.Then,out of the void or among the crowd,I would be calm,bearing smile on face.
I did get hurt some times,but just kept quiet.Later one day,when all my expectation and effort turned to be merely a waste of time,I left in silence,releasing myself from someone's lies and apathy.It's no significance at all I still be there waiting for the one who is gone and will never come back.
There are always times,especially when my mind is full of sorrow and despair,I am so strongly thirst for your shinning warmth,which makes me sense everything will go right soon.You brought me something precious when you came to my life,that's what I hold on to,that's how I keep you alive.No one else would catch on this,for happiness is only something all of one's own.

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Hel,又是一年夏天,从我步出童年的那一刻起,我没有一天不在想念你.在陌生的城市等待了漫漫两年之后
我终是回到了这里.见到你的那一秒,我像个孩童般向你跑去.不知我昨晚哭了一整夜,今天眼睛又红又肿,你还认得出我嚒?
这之前你也许不知道当我一个人在一个陌生的地方时,我有多害怕.我直觉得好累好累,很多次,我迷失了自己
感到茫然与无助,甚至掉了眼泪.但我最终克服了这些种种.
本来,我打算和我喜欢的人一起来,因为我想告诉你我不是孤单的.然而我最终还是一个人来了,但并不孤单
因为你在这里
曾经,我有很长一段时间处于落后于人的状态.但现在我已经赶上了而且学会如何勉励自己.因此,在人前人后
我可以内心平静,面带微笑.
有时候我确是感到痛苦,但只是静静地.当我明白所有的期望和努力都只是在浪费时间时,我静默了
把自己从别人的谎言和无动于衷中释放出来.我还在等着那个已经离我而去且永远不会回来的人,而这毫无意义
很多时候,特别是当心中满溢悲伤和离别时,我是如此渴望你冬日阳光般的温暖,这温暖能让我相信一切都会好起来
你走入我的生命,给我带来了珍贵无比的东西.那是我一直执着追求的,是我生存下去的依赖.这是外人无法领会的,
因为幸福只有自己懂得.