英语翻译我是一名中国人,我叫李曈,今年15岁.上西点军校是我的梦想,因为我想为国家而战,为荣誉而活.说实话我们这里的大学

英语翻译
我是一名中国人,我叫李曈,今年15岁.上西点军校是我的梦想,因为我想为国家而战,为荣誉而活.说实话我们这里的大学真不怎么样.我希望自己和他们一样,到死都不明白自己为什么要活着.我只希望我到了老年能自豪的对自己的孙子说,我曾经是一名西点的学生.或许我活不到80岁,或许我一到战场是被子弹第一打死的,但那也无所谓.因为我是为自己的国家而死,我死的光荣,死的荣耀,我的死是有意义的.其实我很怕死,怕自己因为碌碌无为而死去.我想出国成为一名美籍华人,然后考取西点军校.但是我们家的经济条件不好,出国和国外生活的费用对我们这种家庭来说真的很庞大.所以我想请西点军校来帮帮我,我知道我这个想法有点离谱,但是一个人的力量实在是太渺小了,一根筷子很容易被折断的,但是十根筷子就不一样了.所以我需要帮助,能成为一名自豪的西点兵,能光荣的保家卫国,是我一生的愿望.
生,亦我所欲也；以,亦我所欲也；二者不可得兼,舍生而取义者也.
我要人工翻译,
我是一名中国人,我叫李曈,今年15岁.上西点军校是我的梦想,因为我想为国家而战,为荣誉而活.说实话我们这里的大学真不怎么样.我不希望自己和他们一样,到死都不明白自己为什么要活着.我只希望我到了老年能自豪的对自己的孙子说,我曾经是一名西点的学生.或许我活不到80岁,或许我一到战场是被子弹第一打死的,但那也无所谓.因为我是为自己的国家而死,我死的光荣,死的荣耀,我的死是有意义的.其实我很怕死,怕自己因为碌碌无为而死去.我想出国成为一名美籍华人,然后考取西点军校.但是我们家的经济条件不好,出国和国外生活的费用对我们这种家庭来说真的很庞大.所以我想请西点军校来帮帮我,我知道我这个想法有点离谱,但是一个人的力量实在是太渺小了,一根筷子很容易被折断的,但是十根筷子就不一样了.所以我需要帮助,能成为一名自豪的西点兵,能光荣的保家卫国,是我一生的愿望.
生,亦我所欲也；以,亦我所欲也；二者不可得兼,舍生而取义者也.
翻译这段吧.

I am a Chinese, I'm li Tong, this year is 15 years old. On the west point is my dream, because I want to serve the country, fight for the honor to live. The truth of us here university really don't like. I hope I like them, to die did not understand why you alive. I just hope I can proudly in age of their grandson said, I was once a westpoint students. Perhaps I live less than 80 years, perhaps I am a to the battle were killed, but bullets first okay. Because I am for his country and died, I died a glorious death glory, my death is meaningful. Actually I'm afraid to die, afraid oneself because liuliumowei die. I want to go abroad to become a chinese-american, then pasing west point. But our home economic condition of the bad, go abroad and overseas living expenses for us this kind of family is really was huge. So I want to please the west point to help me, I know I'm the idea a bit weird, but a person's strength is really too small, and a root chopsticks is easy to be broken, but ten pillars chopsticks are different. So I need help, need your help, can be a proud of west point soldier, can glorious his hearth, is my wishes of his life.
Born, also my desire also, With, also my desire also, Which can not be get and, shebna born take righteous one also.