英语翻译why u ask me like that?are u kidding?ur...i have make su

英语翻译
why u ask me like that?are u kidding?
ur...i have make sure that r u still treat me as a close friend?probably yes,but maybe not.to some extent,i realize that actually i had never been it ,say nothing of the silence day since the winter vacation we have past.well,i do not know what words can exactly tell my feeling about u and me ,we rencountred each other with passion ,then i found so many enjoyable common grounds between us,hence,i take u as a chummy but never thought that would ended with a indifference silence .oh,take it easy,i said this is not for complaining ,it is just a true feeling of mine .yes i know there r so many guys surrounding us ,however,we can't tell whether some of them are based on their selfish calculations ,so sometimes we have to wearing a mask to protect ourself and avoid to be hurt.but what a about a us ,is it indispensable for us to do it?
i don't know ,cause i have never knew about my position in ur heart,surely i am not ur type as u have told,so what?the most significant is i don't mind,i am just a guy that care about u
every time i gaze ur eyes on the photograph ,i always read too a lot.inasmuch as caring about u,i notice the every trace u have left,even some tiny words also bring me imaginations about ur lively phiz,thought ,hesitation,precipitance,sentimentality,all ur minutias are helping me to make sure u r happy.
yestoday i got ur words,it seems that we were just the shadow of a shade,yet as a chamberlaine u have called me,it was my intensive honor,thus,the only things i wanna do is waiting,waiting for the days we could really get close to each other .don't worry ,i would keep my promise that never gonna leave,and what about diffidation?or sometimes u want ,whatever .i respect ur choice just like it was before,the only thing i concern is whether it could makes u feel a little bit happier!
the best wishes for the happiness to u.remember that i will never gonna leave till the days gone,till u are gone.till someone knock out the closed door but say farewell...till,till these things never gonna happen...

u为什么问我这样呢? u是在开玩笑?
乌尔...我已确保茹仍对待我作为一个亲密朋友?大概是的,但也许not.to在一定程度上,我知道其实我从来没有,更不用说沉默天以来,寒假我们过去.好,我不知道什么话能准确告诉我感觉U和我,我们rencountred对方的热情,那么我发现这么多的愉快的共同点,我们之间,因此,我采取u作为一个chummy ,但从来没有想过这将结束与冷漠的沉默.哦,它很容易,我说,这是不是抱怨,这只是一个真实的感觉,排雷.是的我知道有r这么多的家伙我们周围,不过,我们不能知道是否他们中的一些是基于他们的自私的计算,所以,有时我们必须衣服,戴着头盔的保护ourself和避免伤害.但什么是约美,是它不可缺少的,我们这样做?
我不知道,事业,我从来没有知道我的立场,在乌拉圭回合的心,当然我不是乌尔类型为U告诉,那又怎样呢?最重要的是,我不介意,我只是一个家伙关心u !
每一次我的目光着眼于乌拉圭回合的照片,我总是过度解读了很多.因为关心铀,我留意到了每一个微量u已离开,即使是一些细小的字也带来了我的想象关于乌拉圭回合的生动phiz ,思想,毫不犹豫地, precipitance ,情感,所有乌拉圭回合minutias正在帮助我,以确保我们的快乐.
昨日我得到乌拉圭回合的话,似乎我们只是阴影阴影,但作为一个chamberlaine u有打电话给我,这是我密集的荣誉,因此,唯一的东西,我想要做的是等待,等待的日子里,我们可以真正亲近对方.不用担心,我会继续我的承诺,从来没有在哪里休假,和什么u呢? diffidation ?或有时u想,无论我尊重乌拉圭回合的选择,就像是之前,我唯一关注的是,它是否能够使u感到一点点的幸福!
最良好的祝愿,为幸福美国请记住,我绝不会在哪里离开,直到天了,直到u不见了.直到有人淘汰封闭的大门,但道别的...至今,直到这些事情是永远都不会发生在哪里...