英语翻译I think I need to tell you something now,school and here

英语翻译
I think I need to tell you something now,school and here you and I are not the same as you and me,but because this will make me feel very happy,I feel that I do not seem to have a self,so I very depressed,I do not want to go on to say,now we have not provided us with primary and secondary schools,we now have to face this is not and,more importantly,in the face of the test.I do not know how you think,there are days when you are happy,very happy,very substantial,because I feel that you are a good boy I do not feel concerned about the time asked me,in my unhappy when will comfort me,and perhaps this is the class of the experience of other students can not,I am very happy that you like so to me,I am very pleased that you are willing to pay for me.Perhaps more than I am a good girl a thousand times,ten thousand times,because I have never been optimistic about themselves,because the others feel better,perhaps I should change.So I was quite contradictory,give you the time to write this,I am also very hesitant,because I feel in love you seem to be very fragile and vulnerable,it seems very vulnerable to injuries.But I write this to you today is not like the end of anything other than the idea of my own to tell you,as you can read,you can not see.good memories!
能不能不要用在线翻译啊，好多句子看不懂
有水平的帮我翻译一下啊

你看不打懂是应该的.这段英文有很多语法错误,很多根本不成句子,上下文根本连不起来.因为她的英文根本不make sence.根本不是正确的.她应该是用在线翻译把中文翻成英文的.或者是她英文水平还不够.很不好意思说这些,但是这是事实.如下是大概的意思.我没有用在线翻译,但是实在很错误的句子我就略过不翻译.
我想我现在需要告诉你一些事,虽然你和我并不在一个学校.我看起来不重视我自己,我很沮丧,我不想要继续说,但是我们必须面对这个现实.我不知道你是怎么想的,你有很开心的时候,我觉得你是个很好的男孩.和这个班级的一切是很好的经历,我很高兴你可以喜欢我,你愿意为我付钱我很感动.也许我应该改变.所以我之前很反对给你时间写这个,我很迟疑,因为我觉得在爱情里你是多么的易碎和容易受伤.我今天写这个给你并不是说明我想结束任何事情.我只想告诉你,你可以读的,你看不到.
多好的回忆!