英语翻译i am writing this the day before i know my fate--the day

英语翻译
i am writing this the day before i know my fate--the day before
i know the answer to what will happen in my life.i am writing
this with my mind set that i will carry on and not let life
pass me by.i am determinedthat i will see the world in every
aspect that may be possible for me.i am sure that i will become
something,even if the envelope that carriesmy life inside it
gives me bad new.
i will not cry,unless they be tears of joy for bidding good-bye
to my childhood and sweety time with my lover or welcoming in a
new life--one that is mysterious and unknow.one that will teach
me to grow and understand why thing are the way they are.one
that will fifter out all my regrets and let my self-worth
multiply.
i will be strong in my battle and not let little things bring
me down.i will tell myself that it is okay to be hurted by my
lovest people as the kindness he shoe would balanced his faults
to me.i will know that i am a good person and that being smart
doesn't necessarily mean that you are accepted by others.i know
who i am and what i will do in the further.
i will remember my friends and acquaintances and idols,and i
will wish them the best of luck inlife.
i am confused,as are most people my age around this time but i
will not look back.i will only look toward tomorrow and greet
each day,wherever i am,with a smile.

好长的一段啊.自己翻译的,供你参考撒.
这一天,我即将面对命运；这一天,我即将得到生命中这就要揭晓的答案.而在这之前,我写下下面这段话.
写这段话时,我是想好了的.我会继续往前走,不会错过生活.我决定了,我会参与这个世界为我准备的每一件事.我确信我会有所作为,即使潘多拉的魔盒里给出的是坏的消息.
我不会哭泣,除非那是喜悦的泪水--想到终于长大,想到和爱人度过的甜蜜时光或是想到迎接新的生活--任一样都是神秘的；任一样都教育了我,使我成长并懂得如何看问题；任一样都不会让我后悔；任一样都增强了我的自信.
在这属于我的战役中我会坚强,不会让那些小事把我击垮.即便为我爱的人所伤,我也会告诉自己不要介意,因为他的善良弥补了他所犯的错.我知道我是一个优秀的人,也知道了没有必要被所有人接受是聪明的选择.我了解我自己,也知道我将要干什么.我会记住我的朋友,熟人和偶像,我希望他们能过的幸福.
正如我身边大多数的同龄人一样,我也迷茫.但是我不会再往后看了.我将拥抱明天并致意于每天.有我的地方,就有微笑!