英语翻译Knowing lovesickness suffering,slant to bitter lovesickn

英语翻译
Knowing lovesickness suffering,slant to bitter lovesickness.Why do I still want lovesickness?Acacia makes me all day without god,don't sleep well at night.Day and night thinking about you.Thinking of you smile,if loving you is wrong,I don't want to,If your word is equal to no,I'd rather wrong for life.Love a person really difficult!After yi meet respectively.How to eliza with dreams.Tonight,lest meet erreth-akbe moon as in a dream!And you are to say to me:don't think of me and I am very grateful to you for my feelings.So 1,make me down now.All happy things,in my eyes no born color!Life to me has insignificant.Really want to die,but I have no that courage.
Actually I also really must thank you,are you to accompany me through the life most dark days,prompting my life most important transform,it has many.I sometimes very confused,don't know how to go alone.So I began to escape.I tell myself that give up personal emotion,is the first step to success.Although,I know this is wrong,but I have no time,no energy to make in more consideration,temporarily seal,is the most concise and effective way.I became more formerly alike at all,but only is similar,because,I have just not the man I was.
Perhaps,all these should also ended it.But it didn't.Because I don't know whether they should also in hard again.Because I don't know,and I will not bring you pressure,

知道相思的痛苦、偏对苦味相思.为什么我还要相思?相思使我一天没有神,晚上睡不好.日日夜夜想着你.想到你微笑的时候,如果爱你是错的,我不想,如果你的话等于不,我宁愿错误的生活.爱一个人可真难!!!后羿分别召开.如何伊莉莎有梦想.今晚,以免碰巧遇月亮像在梦想!你要对我说:别想我了,我很高兴
其实我也真的必须谢谢你,是你陪我通过人生最黑暗的日子,促使我一生最重要的转变,有很多优势.我有时很困惑,不知道怎么单独去.于是,我开始逃跑.我告诉自己,放弃个人情感,是走向成功的第一步.虽然,我知道这是错的,但我没有时间,缺乏精力做更多的考虑,暂时封,是最简洁有效途径.我变得更从前有点相像,但仅仅是相似
也许,这一切应该也结束了.但是没有.因为我不知道他们是否也应该在又硬了.因为我不知道,我都不会给你带来压力